Feelings

So, today I felt a little like writting down here some personal stuff.
It's Autumn, it won't be long for my birthday, but the truth is I am no looking forward for it, it scares me a little to be true. I've had some rough couple of weeks, feeling insecure and scared, which lasted a lot longer than I expected them too... I should be happy, and I am, but I can't help but feel anxious and scared for my new routine...
I need to balance my relashionship with sleep and start having a schedule for all the things I want to do.
I need to be stronger and put things toguether...